Pretender, is now, my middle name


From the moment you gave your note
I know lying will become a part of me
Acting like I never hurted
For months....for years...for centuries
Myself could not tell

Ignoring what I feel inside
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For him are somehow gone
As if he was nothing

But then I imagine
Seeing him walk through that door
With his smile that I love so much
Stopping my heart from beating
Taking my breath away

This imagination is hitting me
As the tears are starting to flow
As my heart is deeply more breaking
I just can't let him go
Do I still love him? Yes, I do.